As regards the history of this poem, it was written more than half a year ago, and at that time I felt so angry and frustrated… Well, I guess it’s all in the past.
I know you don’t think that you have betrayed me;
I know you don’t care how much you have hurt me…
I trusted you like no one had,
I thought that you were my best friend,
Was sure you would never let me down;
When you needed help I was around.
I kept your secrets to myself,
We shared joy and we shared hell,
But what I thought was real, was false,
And bitch, I hate you now, because
Hypocrisy is your first name,
You don’t need him, you play the game;
His names are Lie and Emptiness;
How can you be so conscienceless?!
I don’t wanna see you again,
I must overcome all this pain.
Our friendship’s broken, it’s the end,
Sometimes I wish that you were dead…
Running
Bloody
SF
Magic
L'Ame Immortelle
AFI
Tokio Hotel
Papa Roach
The Day After Tomorrow
The Phantom of the Opera
Tarja
LP
Evanescence
Within Temptation
That's just me...
About Me
- Clandestine
- Dnepropetrovsk, Ukraine
- Hopeless expectation for the inspiration; constant isolation, poor imagination... Where is my salvation? What’s my destination?
5 comments:
I like an aggression in the lines, it is what I never was able to express, when it was needed.
Do you still friends with that person?
I think so, but it's only because she was the first to come to me after many months of uncommunication, during which I had been trying to forget them, growing emptiness in my heart... BTW, they split and very soon he married some other woman whom I don't know.
I'd never suspected that there exist men, who don't care whom to marry, they simply wanna marry! In order not to trouble to create a family, they prefer a woman with a child from her previous relationship! Ain't it funny? And those man swear "I love you" to every woman they date, but at the same time they love none of them...
It's so easy!
This is really unusual to Ukrainian man, to want to marry! As I know from my experience and experience of my female friends, it’s easier to make earth moving in another direction then to make man say "will you marry?" :)))) Why do they afraid marriage like a hell?
I was shocked, when started communication with oriental men, they want marry you, even if they never saw you before! And if they saw you once and found pretty, they want marry you immediately :))
Last time I started to think, that if man says “I love”, it really means he loves. They love us in general. They love us all in one and the same time! :((
They are really afraid, b/c they cherish their freedom and independence, and avoid responsibility, too... But that one proved to be an exception, and did what I had never expected from him, that's why I was so astonished and aggrieved, cos I liked him, but...I had to put up with the situation and leave it all behind, you know...
What about you? Somehow you made him say those words?:) So it's not impossible!
Anyway, man can't love. When he notices that you're lost in him, it pushes him away even if he thought he loves you. "The less we love men, the more they like us" - just a paraphrased Pushkin:) And vice versa also. Oh, it's eternal bitter truth!
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