To My Long-Forgotten Love...Or Not?..

What for? What was my fault?
What I did wrong again?
Why he's become so cold-
I just can't understand...

Fated to be ignored
By the only one I need;
I should ignore him too,
My heart should stop to bleed...

I must forbid myself
To talk to him again,
But that's the main desire
From which I can't refrain!

He won't appreciate
My dumb self-sacrifice;
I cannot change a thing,
I have to close my eyes...

He'll never keep his word
And promises he made,
He doesn't give a shit
How long I have to wait!

He cannot feel my pain
And cannot cry my tears,
Won't save me from the rain,
Won't take away my fears...

You love him, he maybe loves someone,
And you keep wondering in your mind:
Why do the deepest feelings
Never coincide?!

DIRTY

Dirty rooms and dirty walls,
Dirty dreams and dirty souls...

Water's on the ceiling,
Water's on the floor,
Talk without the meaning,
Trying not to fall;

Staring into darkness,
Words have disappeared;
Everything is nonsense,
Everything is weird.

Crying, raging, grieving,
Fixing broken heart,
Living and forgiving,
Dying all apart...

TO GINGER

Being in her arms
Is driving me insane;
When I dream of us,
Don't wanna wake again.

I kiss her velvet skin,
I touch her chestnut hair,
I feel the fire within,
Her voice is everywhere...

When she looks at me
With those black eyes of hers,
I wish for nothing more
Than this sweet gaze that lures...

Tempt me and take me,
I'll give you all I can,
I'll drink you to the last drop
And drown in you again...
Poison me, baby,
No more regrets!
You're my dark angel,
The sinful innocence...

She can fade away
As fast as she appears;
I have to let her go
And then just face my fears...