Try…

I understand your position,
I understand what you mean,
But I really have lost my vision
For the things not connected with him.

I know you tried to do your best
In order to get my attention,
Well, now it’s time to make it clear,
See why you can’t gain my affection…

Try to forgive me,
It’s all my heart’s fault,
Try to believe me,
I don’t need the world,
‘Cause I can’t get over the feeling
That he just left me with,
And everything after his leaving
Seems grey and meaningless.

You see, I am not the perfection,
And maybe can’t find the right words;
I’m grateful you tried to support me
When I really was out of sorts.

You say you’re waiting for my love,
But that’s just the thing I can’t promise,
It’s just as hard for you to hear,
As it’s hard for me now to be honest.

You know that love
Is such a merciless game,
It burns our soul,
But we’ve gotta put out the flame…